What a Big Suprise

December 22 I took a pregnancy test and I'm pregnant. I started shaking i was in such shock. I called Dennis and he didnt believe me. Then I drove to work and when i parked i started crying. I was feeling very overwhelmed as this was not planned and Im not ready to share Nicholas yet. My plan was to get pregnant again when he was about 1 1/2 years old not now. If everything goes well they will be 13 months apart. This is alot to take in. Ironically I had Nicholas 1 day after my moms anniversary of her death, and i found out i was pregnant 1 day after my dads anniversary of his death very wierd. My due date by the pregnancy caclulator is August 27 1 month after Nicholas Birthday. Now that the initial shock is over Im feeling blessed.